wonderful

1st Sem in NTU

2010-12-19T11:30:00.001+08:00

Good morning to All.

Its been years. Finally. i shall start it up again to practice my english. I will not use singlish in my post. However if i do, please forgive me.

My first semester in NTU was really a fun and loving one. The friends i made, the food i ate, the places i been, the sports i took up. was really amazing. Praise the Lord for this wonderful moments. Thank You

As time is getting shorter, I have to rush more as the amount of information i need study is more than the time that i have before my next paper. Therefore i shall keep this short. See you soon. Will blog again soon.

Love
Shinichi

2009-04-24T23:45:00.001+08:00

its been a long while. well im jus bored so came in n say hi to those who still view my blog. well. nth much though haha. gd luck to everyone out there. take kaire n have fun.

11th may

2008-05-11T23:47:00.000+08:00

practically it had been months since i last wrote or shd i say blog. been bz with work, life, facebook and even slack ard. somehow i really wonder at time.wat shd i do? i feel so stress. i wan to be with u but then i jus dunno how. haiz. somehow i wan to work towards marriage like wat we promise but i really dunno how. haiz. teach me bah.

haiz

2008-04-02T23:21:00.000+08:00

i dunno but im trapped in between. haiz.... what shd i do?

e day i became bz

2008-03-13T22:26:00.002+08:00

obviously its just sound like any other normal day. however its different. its e day i got extra duties u noe. i always remember tt for my life. its something different. n i treasure it. i will work hard to make sure i always have tis day. a dream tt will not be broken. coz i wan keep on dearly. 220208. remember tis numbers. stories of fishes in skies, golden egg frm isolated chicken haha. hope it did bring smile to ya. hehe

2007-09-15T02:56:00.000+08:00

14th September 2007

met xiaohui n eleen at atrium@orchard at 1430h actually for a buffet at sakae sushi de. in e end all 3 of us wasnt tt hungry so we ended up at TCC. first time there drinking coffee.. truthful comment. tt place is ex. but e surrounding is nice haha. we 3 were crapping all e time there haha. see some of e things we ordered haha. (up there)

its kinda fun. enjoyed the so called last moments be4 i enter army. thank you xiaohui n thank you eleen. really enjoyed myself though time was short but then it was a well spend afternoon with u girls hehe.

rite after tcc i went straight to hougang to meet willie, felicia and sok hui for dinner at hougang ave 8 opposite 7 11 tt coffee shop. we ate fried rice. that was my treat somehow. then after tt we went to look at the place tt was burnt. the place where 2 young adult lost their life due to some ill-hearted ppl who committed arson. at hougang ave 8 blk 683.

pitiful souls. they were innocent. if im not wrong their funeral is held along hougang ave 8 near e mac area.

be4 e dinner i went to sokhui hse n waited for willie to be back home. after tt went meet willie n felicia for dinner haha. those times i had with everyone i will never forget. thak you so much. frm e time i started worrying for army till now. i really appreciate everyone who has been through with me. thank you once again for e quality time all of us had. will update when im back frm e 2 weeks confinement haha. by then there will be lots to write. bout army haha. n time spend haha. yeah

07th september 2007

2007-09-08T01:52:00.000+08:00

afternoon 2.30pm met terence at yio chu kang mrt station n took e mrt to boon lay n change to taxi to chua chu kang cemetery. to visit my grandpa grave. miss him. then bought a bouquet of flower for my grandpa. somehow its a sad moment though its been so many weeks le since 13th august 2007.

after tt we went down frm boonlay to orchard n met e rest for dinner. a ferocious dinner at Seoul garden at takashimaya de. each paid $29 to have tt sumptuous meal haha. everyone had wat they wanna eat. total 15 ppl went there. terence n his gf, samuel n his gf, yan yan n her bf, prisca n her bf, sophia, shan shan, fenglin, fengmei, ahmun, randy, last but not least me. haha. somehow its been a long time since i eat till i drop haha. gonna miss tis time soon for at least 2 years. haiz. sad. somehow jus felt moody now.

did i change? i wan ask myself tis qns. i change a lot ever since. hopefully its for e better. if im becoming bad. anyone who see tis pls remind me n let me noe so tt i can go back to e gd guy path. as i countdown. now currently frm tis moment im left with 9 days. how will i fare inside. n how will i live on inside everything is a mystery to me. may god bless e with a gd time inside. gd training tt i can take. n everything wont be against me. but i leave everything to god eventually. coz he is e one who will bring me through everything. ty.

very soon im away le. everyone take kaire. n have a gd time without me ard. bb.

17th august 2007

2007-08-17T16:53:00.000+08:00

at 10.28pm it marks e last time i see my grandpa. for e past 6 days since sat when my grandpa was critically ill, i already went down to look after him. didnt expect tt to be so fast. feel so sad. somehow everyday i tink i slp ard 2hrs only. then wake up to help look after my grandpa. tis was something i will never regret in my life. though the time spent with my grandpa was short no matter wat. n i noe i will never be able to be like my uncle a 24/7 filial son. but then i really appreciate it. coz other than in the past where i went to look after my grandpa in hospital every now n then in e past i was given another chance to look after him now. i really treasured every moment spent with him. it was really something beyond wat i could imagine

he was critically ill on sat nite when i went dinner with e group. somehow after dinner we chat for a while be4 i rush to my grandpa hse to visit him. then i stay at their place to look after him frm sat nite onwards till today tt is 17th august 2007. i really miss him. somehow i shd be glad too coz he has return back to the lord n he has a christian burial n even non believers see the burial. hopefully tis will be a testimony to them.

somehow be4 17th for e past few days since 13th august 2007, the wake was there. 13th august 2007 afternoon at 1519h it was e time tt my grandpa past away. was a bz day for tt day n onwards. lack slp everyday becoz my cousins n aunties n uncles n me take turns to guard through e nite. a few of us is daily guard through de. tt includes me n a few other cousins. we stay n chat n make sure no cats come near e tents. somehow through the day we will play christian songs for my grandpa. though simple but the number of ppl who come is a lot. the number of flowers oso quite a lot. frm my cousin church frenz, aunties n uncles' work colleague, frenz n last but not least truth baptist church. i feel so loved by their concern. coz they even took sometime out of their bz schedule to come to my grandpa's funeral. appreciate a lot. n oso for royston n willie to come down. really a big thank you. for those who noe but cant come down. its ok thx for e concern.

practically everyday is almost the same. only on wed n thurs nite. a memorial service was held each nite. all e cousins work together n had a speech made in remembrance of my grandpa. n e pastor frm both my uncle's church n my grandpa's church came down to have the memorial service for my grandpa. even fri morning be4 we go down to the burial ground, we had a morning memorial service for him. a short 30mins service.

it takes quite long be4 we reach tt place by bus. be4 tt. it was really saddening. i was one of the person who carry e coffin. frm the arrival to e departure to even e burial point be4 it was lowered. i jus wanted to do my part. my last thing i can do for my grandpa.

after e coffin been push into e car, we accompany grandpa for a short walk be4 we board e bus n head down to cck. it was one of the most saddening moment. at e point of time it was raining. it do seem e sky is crying oso. but i can see tears rolling down everyone's eyes. tt oso includes my eyes. though i keep telling myself i must be strong i oso couldnt take it. my tears rolled instantly. really it is a sad moment for many.

it was raining. so movement was a bit hard. we reach cck cementry at ard 11.25 then waited till ard 12 then we were able to carry e coffin to e burial site. one of the thing i will be able to always remember my grandpa is e thorns tt prick my left hand while i was taking up e flowers. though a small prick but then it cuts deep into my heart. coz tt is a wound i get while doing something for gonggong. which i will never mind. coz e wound will never be able to compare to the deep wound my grandpa departure has implanted into my heart.

a christian burial is something more simple than most of the other kind of burial. coz ours most of it is jus a memorial service to remind everyone of a bro or sis of christ. they do not have wat ritual to conduct or a lot of rules to follow. in exact i still do not noe much. so tts all i can say bout e diff for now.

i only noe i wont want to be cremated when i die. i wan a burial. a christian burial. regardless e cost i wan a burial then cremation. coz i feel cremation is so cruel. its like its totally cutting e hopes of seeing e remains.

i still cant get over but its over. it will be ages be4 i see u again grandpa. for now i wan to love my grandma more since i wont have the chance to love my grandpa le except for his grave. so i will constantly remind myself tt i will love her more. remember tis number rick n all family members. (7819) all got tis code engraved into their hearts.

after 15 years or when e news say tt we need dig out e grave of my grandpa. i will confirm take up tis task. as a promise to my mum. but tt is provided all my grandpa's children have gone back to the Lord then i will take tis up. if not i will leave it to them.

1519h

2007-08-13T18:35:00.000+08:00

tt marks a new beginning for my grandpa who walks on with christ on his eternal life. singing praises and worshipping the lord forever while waiting for all to join in future. currently. everyone is in a sad mood though we noe he will be back with e lord. 13th august 1519h was e exact time he left us to join Jesus in his eternal kingdom. i was e one to confirm e time while my uncle was e one who check my grandpa vital signs. he left peacefully without pain. not even a slight look of pain was hung on his face. tts wat we were glad bout.

wat i learn is tt it really hurts to lose someone. regardless who is e someone. as long is someone close to u. when u lose him or her it really hurts. i held back my tears but when my uncle prayed for my grandpa my tears still rolled down. i couldnt bear tis unbearable feeling tt lingers in me currently.

i may seem perfectly fine now. but deep inside i still feel sad n lost. coz i didnt spend much time with my grandpa since young. i was called some nickname tt represent me as a child who only noe how to speak english but not chinese.

however i never once blame him or wat. it was fun seeing him play poker cards with my other uncle for fun during new year. see him giving us ang pow during new year. e best part was see him being baptise. it was really a very touching scene. imagine he was so critically ill but he still can agree to e baptism which really make many ppl renew their faith. praise e lord. for my grandpa is back safely with him now. take kaire grandpa. we love u most n forever. we will meet again when God returns to claim us n for us to claim our rightful place in heaven to worship n adore the Father who loves us so much.

28th july

2007-07-30T00:54:00.002+08:00

28th was e day we celebrate for willie birthday. 1 day be4 his actual. which is on 29th. let me see how many ppl ard. hmm first willie, felicia, royston, michelle, thomas, eis, tze xian, manuel, ailing, sokhui, last but not least me. total strength 11. finally i can reveal e present. its a wii controller. haha. i mean a pair of it both is remote haha.

somehow colin was left out jus becoz he don wan watch e movie n go clubbing tt y. kinda feel bad asking him pay but then cant be helped coz already plan le.

first was a bbq dinner at willie hse. i heard thomas was there first then no one le haha. for me i went there last coz i had a dinner at vienna international restaurant with sch mates n frenz. prize money was use to treat everyone tt go. enjoyed e dinner though i had toilet runs after tt haha. had fun with u guys frm ngee ann. miss ya hopefully we all will get to gather again. somehow. i will miss studying life again le. i will work hard in uni n play hard there. but provided i have e chance. so hopefully i can. San francisco wait for me. i will be back soon. jus 2 years n will be back. im working for it now. no one can stop me for now. haha. don miss me guys. haha.

26th july 2007

2007-07-30T00:54:00.001+08:00

woke up at 8.20am wash up n go pei ppl go dental clinic to have e threads remove frm her mouth. after tt walk at amk haha.

lost our way there. haha.. trying to find e pizza hut haha.. finally found at 11 lidat haha. first time eat e cheese fondue. haha. after tt bought willie present. shall not disclose till tt day haha.. still so full... haha.. 6 pieces i eat 4 pieces haha... working tonite see ya

signing off... derrick...

last few post

2007-07-03T23:37:00.001+08:00

tis shd be my last few post le be4 i truly disappeared. its been a long while since i blog. be it gd n bad stuff its all here. i appreciate ppl who has tag n gave comments. i greatly appreciate ur kindness..

today 3rd july. been back frm san francisco for 13 days. still miss the place. u might jus see me appear there n never come back haha. its a nice place there. haiz i cant afford to go back there yet. sad.

yesterday 2nd july. went to watch transformer with royston n his bro randy n his mum. its a nice show but i jus feel bad. e whole time im with them his mum paid for all e expenses. i feel bad. really owe u n ur mum one bro.

the show is nice as in frm e start they start e battle le... quite a nice show afterall haha. rating by me 4/5 haha... dunno wat others think.

times back frm usa california san francisco

2007-06-27T00:54:00.000+08:00

its been such a while ever since im back frm usa. 14th flew there 20th june 2007 back in singapore.
its been very fun. i enjoy myself there. didnt expect tt san francisco tt weather there was perfect. enjoy it. though i dont wan come back becoz singapore weather is so warm n humid. haha.

i miss e times over there. imagine shopping, competition, stay in e hotel. slp late. playing games to see who slp on e lousier bed haha. all e times. im gonna miss it truly n thoroughly.

movies tt i watch n remember: bridge to terabithia (2 times), 50 first dates, music n lyrics, troy, justice my foot, ghost rider, blood diamond and a few more haha. total ard 10 haha. n listen to music n watch e flight path. got time i upload e foto os my trip here haha. miss it man.

anyway. i promise myself tt i will go there once more again de after my army. tis time with frenz if can haha. i don wan alone. hugx.

long long time

2007-05-15T17:24:00.000+08:00

its been a long time.. ppl complain say my blog got lots of dust le haha... i guess tts true haha
somehow been bz with my usa proj... tt sumo robot competition in san francisco in usa on 14th june to 21st june haha..

12th june

my cousin wedding.. i took foto with felicia chin... haha.. she kinda related to me.. didnt believe haha... unbelievable rite? lol...

13th june

mothers day. how everyone celebrate?? i sad only. coz my mum working. couldnt celebrate for her.

14th june

went out buy things. will say wat issit only when e job is done. bought for sokhui. wanted to pass to her but then she was bz so didnt have e chance.

15th june

hoping today can tt is 15th june. exactly her birthday. wishing sokhui a happy n merry birthday. may tis 20th birthday be e best for nw till nxt year. gd luck in ur future undertakings.

everything after tt i dunno wat will happen but i jus walk day by day with jesus. haha...

confuse..

2007-01-19T01:12:00.000+08:00

i really confuse. here my teacher ask us to write down e particulars for our passport for those who wan go for usa de. n there my mum don really wan me to go. wat shd i do. i really confuse. i wanna go but then i don wan make my mum worried. so i really dunno how. anyone can give me advise. after all tt i have done i really wanna go but then here she is. can anyone tell me. pls.i really at a lost le. i don wan to lose tis chance nor do i wanna let my mum worried. sianz... i really don feel like living in tis world. having such damn situation. i go off le. i dunno how to say n wat to say. haiz.

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2007-01-19T01:10:00.000+08:00

5th january 2007

tt was e first time i camp in sch. due to e fact tt my proj is unfinish, we had no choice but to do through e nite to complete it. suppose to be all teams stay but end up only 1 member of each team stay haha. consisting of me, alan n zengpeng haha. was kinda fun. imagine u look out, wat u see isnt e familiar roads with cars or trees or hdb flats. but instead u see classroom buildings. canteens n best of all a swimming pool haha. coz its near canteen 2 which is near our alpha centre too haha.enjoyed myself there haha though was a nite of work but was fun haha.total hrs tt i didnt slp= 45hrs tt day. more than 23rd-24th morning party at willie hse.

7th january 2007

have u ever taken a wrong bus n sit so happily on e seat without noticing tt u have taken a wrong bus haha. tts wat happen to me on sunday haha. took a wrong bus. but luckily found out quickly n alight immediately then walk to my destination tt is e church haha. kinda feel so malu haha. hai ppl take wrong bus oso haha. but it was oso cute haha. imagine didnt even realise take wrong bus haha.

8th january 2007

imagine e first day of e week chiong back to do e robot. a bit sianz but no choice. coz e director coming to see. so we got no choice but to rush through. luckily our robot was close to finishing so it was a gd thing. though we haben try e robot motor yet but i do believe our robot can win de. coz its one of e strongest in alpha centre due to e wedge tt has one of e best angle.

9th january 2007

today was a bit kinda pissed. went back to do e robot then after tt at 2pm went for FIT practise lab. then during tt lab. cant believe it. i couldnt settle e practise fast n nice. kinda can see tt im still lousy. i really wanna brush up my skills n do well. if i don work hard now. i wont have a chance to do so in ngee ann le. coz grad in ard 4 weeks time. so i wan enjoy my time be4 i leave ngee ann.

10th january 2007

early in e morning 1.21am saving a note coz blogspot server down haha. wanting to paste it lata if time permits. lata will be doing e turning to get my robot spacer. lets hope i can finish within one day. may God bless me with e str to complete by lata. n may e robot run smoothly n take part in e competition. nite everyone bb.. take gd care guys n girls haha.

christmas day

2006-12-25T22:40:00.000+08:00

25th dec

its been 2 months le almost since i last blog. kinda getting bored. finally after so long. most slightly i tink only 1 person come read my blog only. coz i jus feel so. to tink i never slp for 40 hrs. its so tiring. doubt i would try so again. frm e time i wake up on 23rd ard 10am to the time i slp on 25th 3pm lidat. was at willie hse for christmas day countdown. on 23rd. bought 100 sticks of satay. then everyone oso bring food for sharing. presents to exchange. i oso dunno. but its fun for tt day. got willie, glenn, royston, me, sok hui, ai ling, ai ling's sis, ai ling's 2 fren, willie's brothers, willie's gf thomas, colin and eis.

somehow started e party with dinner. n then twister n then uno n then bang n last card game. y i suddenly blog was becoz hui suddenly ask me "when u gonna blog?" i was like erm ok soon.

somehow i dunno wat to do. i was wondering if i could find something to do. after 23rd tt nite at willie hse, we went home each with a present n a glass n a candy bag frm sok hui.

i guess my blog is getting frm bad to worst i oso dunno how say. somehow everything has changed ever since i change my mood le. i guess its pre destined le. but anyway thx for all the things everyone has done for e party n for e meeting at marina n at singapore baptist church. thx. total for e christmas alone i spend ard 150 le if not wrong. woots tts a lot. but as long i feel its worth then its ok. i jus somehow feel i lack some things in life. feel so bored. hoping some ppl would come into my life n change it to be a better one. hope tt would happen. miss those times in sec sch n pri sch.

24th dec.

came back frm willie hse then go church le. was so tired but still hang on all e way. after church went to marina square. watch movie n had dinner. first time saw qianer oso. was kinda weird. noe her so long le now then see her haha. im so weird haha. then 25th dec christmas day. was at city hall there till 2 liddat. somehow after tt was so tired so everyone took taxi back. by e time i slp was almost 3 le. finally its over. i miss church. cant believe it sia. but anyway tmr back to sch le. i hope i would have a better time ahead. nite. God bless everyone who reads tis.nite everyone.

bloated day haha

2006-11-02T23:35:00.000+08:00

was in sch for a total of ard 9hrs. frm 8-4 plus. see my sch days are so long. pitiful rite? haha. however i guess its ok. coz its e last sem n after tt i would say gd bye to ngee ann le so wats more than e last 1 sem here with long hrs per day. afterall we have gone through 2.5yrs le. haha.

guess today i had a super heavy dinner. stingray, carrot cake, bbq chicken wing n last but not least ganzhe drink. lol. yummy. really fill my stomach to e brink. though tis blog is not e detail info however. guess i would have it stored somewhere in my com. personal diary haha. anyway went to tangs n bought a super expensive wallet for my date. $72 bucks sia. lol. scary wallet. but then guess i have no regrets coz firstly its for my dad. 2nd i mean guess some ppl noe y bah.

a clue to ling n bing. watch wat hui wear haha. keep a lookout haha. gd luck in spotting. don tell hui i put here haha. hmm did i jus spill e secret haha.

short blog for u all to read. wan more ask frm me haha. hmm. but i guess would be fruitless de haha. coz wat is a diary for. simple is to keep it to urself n no one else. haha. swt dreamz then. tta. nite.

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2nd november 2006
signing out;
Derrick c",)

been 1 month plus le.

2006-10-30T22:51:00.000+08:00

i guess there r so many things i wan type however i jus dunno how to put it into words. as im blogging now, im listening to the song <>. guess would be familiar to some ppl. anyway. so many events past frm tt day i blog. glenn's birthday, shuling's birthday, sch proj ask to rush by teacher, suffer cuts on my left eye. felt sad, happy, moody, lonely, n a lot more. somehow. Glenn's birthday first.

his birthday on 25th september however we celebrated his birthday on 23rd september at wilie's hse. evan, thomas, willie, royston, sok hui, shuling n last but not least me. we gather quite late at willie hse. most of us gather at 9 at hougang mall. then go back willie hse. present available was a zippo lighter n a polar cake. and chivas at willie hse. i guess tt was e last day i saw a person n after tt 10 days at least didnt see le. somehow. after tt day's event, we didnt have any event till hari raya tt day. tt is on a tue.

guess wats tt event. simple, shuling's birthday celebration. date: 24th october. place: wild wild wet (pasir ris)

listening to wang li hong ( yi shou jian dang de ge)

firstly we shd be meeting at wild wild wet at 2pm however, we met at ard 3pm coz the girls were late. not trying to blame them or wat but then jus writing down e events. nxt we pass her present, which is a jacket frm puma. n went in to wild wild wet to celebrate her birthday with a cake. n after tt we took foto n went to play le. first time in my life i play slide up. nearly scared my soul out man. was so scary. but then nevertheless i finish e ride. we played the highest ride e most of the time. even spend quite some time in e river lazing ard. was one of the enjoyable time in wild wild wet. compared to last time. i guess becoz e group was big. e nite ended with e group sitting at e bubble shop tea n playing games.

guess tt would be one of e last few time i see them till christmas le. guess everyone would be bz le. ppl bz with proj, with work, with sch life. with frenz. all kinds.

somehow i guess there r still things unsolve. guess i need time to tink quietly n calmly. everything has been a big change ever since then. i thank those who were with me through and i would wanna say sry to those whom i might have make unhappy or sad.

im still keeping e gift i got. thx. i guess only e person noe wat issit. thx a lot. though u tigh budget but u get e thing. i truly thank you. thx once again.

i guess tis marks e end of this blog for now. i dunno when i would write again. mayb when i resolve wat i need to bah. gd bye then. farewell. take kaire everyone.

days back since royston's birthday

2006-09-25T09:54:00.000+08:00

(23rd sep 06)

morning.. was on the fone frm 3 plus till 6.. tts so mad sia.. first time till tt shd i say late or early.. haha.. kinda chatting till 6.. would have continue if my parents didnt wake up.. however after tt i didnt really slp.. slp ard 2 hrs only then i woke up n prepare for cycling at east coast le.. in e morning ard 10 i went off to tampiness to meet kai for brunch be4 going down to east coast. ate mac though didnt fill my stomach but at least i wasnt hungry for quite a while. cycling was fun.. cycled frm east coast to changi village n after tt went to old changi hospital outside to take a look. while cycling, saw lots of plane taking off n landing. didnt take foto coz i have a lousy hp with lousy camera haha.. when we reach changi village, kai told me to get off my bike n push e bike across coz the bridge got a history to it. saying last time when e chinese resistance couldnt bomb e japanese when they were crossing the bridge, the japanese executed them n hung their heads nearby. therefore for respect, we got off e bike. after we had a drink at changi village, we cycle to old changi hospital. went to view tt place. in e day time really isnt tt scary. after tt we cycle back to east coast. in total we took ard 3 hrs including restin n having a drink at changi village. or else i tink we will only take 2 hrs plus if we cycle non-stop. in the evening after we return e bike, we went to e mac at east coast for a break be4 heading home. tt evening was a drizzling evening haha. got caught in e rain while walking to e bus-stop. after tt went home had a bath n went to hougan mall for dinner n pool to celebrate glenn's birthday. e game was short coz we played while waiting for evan n e rest. finally e rest came. we went for dinner at pepper lunch express at hougang mall.. i ordered a salmon pepper rice. was quite nice but then e salmon wasnt tt gd coz i dunno how to cook. haha.. after tt we went to buy e drinks and went off to willie's hse. when we reach there we went to his room n slack while waiting for e girls. shuling n shuhui came only a while lata. they bought a cake for glenn. frm polar. was nice.. even e celebrating was nice. celebrated n ask willie's bro to throw e cake on glenn's face haha. after tt we all went to willie's room le. but by then shuling went off le. so we were left with 7 ppl in e room. through e whole thing, only drink less than 1/4 of e cup of whisky. haha. after tt we play game n kinda glenn n thomas were e victim of e day haha.. keep kana forfeit. haha. anyway after tt we went off le. shuhui was kinda a victim unstable le. lets say emotional n physically unstable. stagger as she walk. n she still insist on going off by herself. somehow hope she will be ok bah. take kaire. after tt we went off back home. tt marks e end of sat nite n sunday morning.

royston's birthday just ended.

2006-09-17T18:43:00.000+08:00

went out to celebrate on 16th september.. royston's birthday.. kinda was fun.. enjoy so much.. especially during pool keep laughing becoz of thomas.. keep laughing haha... somehow its one of e best day i had so far... though i noe tt it was a day tt many people spend a lot especialy e birthday boy n e upcoming birthday boy n oso willie.. but becoz of them everyone can get to enjoy such a day.. thx thx... anyway we met up at 2 at willie place.. actuallyi went earlier to willie place n we went to pick gan n thomas.. kinda waited till 2 plus haha.. they were late... after tt weall went to buy hair spray.. my hair wasnt well done.. sad to say but anyway thx for e effort put in.. after tt we all went out at 4pm frm willie's place to changing appetite at marina square.. reach there ard 5 plus.. after tt we all sat there n eat till 6 plus.. i order quite a cheap one.. coz i don wan make royston spend too much.. so i order a dynamite chick cost 11.90.. cheaper than e rest but only more ex than hui's de.. partially enjoy e meal but very full haha... after tt hui n roy left.. roy went to sentosa till 9 plus.. e rest of us went to singapore shopping centre to play pool... play n laugh so much.. haha... imagine u hit e ball in n it jus hop out again haha.. anyway after tt roy finish his thing at sentosa then came n join in for pool till ard 11.. we play 2 table for ard 50plus super ex man... after tt we all went to clark quay to club.. my first time experience.. went to cube beside club momo.. kinda tt club we went not much ppl... saw 1 whom we noe at e club haha.. guess who.. shall not say who.. only those who go noe haha.. lata on we order vodka n gree tea n coke n we drink there.. kinda e music was loud there.. wasnt tt nice.. but still acceptable.. lata on after drinking n playing cards for a while we all went to dance.. wllie didnt dance.. me dance very little only.. only roy n glenn dance e most haha.. while dancing.. 2 girls keep dancing closer n closer to me... so scary.. i kinda already at e wall.. end up there dance n dance n dance then step onto my leg haha.. then after tt they walk off le haha.. then i was kinda phew.. heng.. haha.. after tt we didnt dance anymore we jus went n drink 1 more vodka with coke then we all went off le.. took a taxi back to willie hse n sit at e bus stop chat while waiting for ppl.. finally when the person arrive we all went back home.. reach home ard 5 n slp at 6.. after tt wake up at 10 for church haha.. then till now oso never slp... pimples r all growing over my face le.. sad.. getting uglier n uglier.. die haha.. ok guess i shd end here le.. shall not say more le..

aftermath of fri evening

2006-09-03T23:40:00.000+08:00

been days since we gather on fri nite haha... tt day 6 ppl drink 1 bottle of whisky.. no wonder i get rashes man haha... but then it was a fun time.. enjoy myself there haha... finally.. after quite some time now then blog... seems really bz haha.. actually true... today when church.. then enjoy myself at church.. had games on e book of john.. fun haha... though hard haha.. hmm.. lack slp man.. rm fri morning woke up.. never slp till sunday morning 2am lei
calculate how long lor.. frm fri morning 7 till sunday 2am..43 hrs in all man haha.. scary rite? haha... coz bz enjoying myself with e group be4 all become so bz.. so currently can only say relaxing be4 sch start again lata tmr haha... thx anyway for e tibits frm hongkong n genting girls... thx thx.. its so nice... jus of my tastebuds liking haha... hee...

first week of proj finishing

2006-08-31T22:50:00.000+08:00

finally.. first week of proj finishing soon.. so comfortable.. time really flies.. very soon everyone gonna be so bz that might not even have time for me haha... hmm.. i guess my week in sch has been fruitful.. learn somany things.. get to enjoy my life there.. haha.. now i noe there r a lot of things more to do in sch when u really find nth to do at home haha.. its so fun haha.. hmm.. shall not say wats tt i been doing but hope it turns out well for me haha.. guess i shd stop here for now... gonna eat my dinner now... so late.. 10.48pm sia haha.. see ya soon haha.. =)

finally

2006-08-27T23:42:00.000+08:00

e end of my hols le.. starting sch rm tmr morning onwards.. felt a bit reluctant though. however its my project scope so nth can be done regarding tis. jus hope tt my dad would be a fruitful one.. i don wan my precious time being wasted again.. jus a simple blog bah... swt dreamz to all.. bon voyage to hui n lin.. don be afraid to ling n take kaire to bing.. for roy n willie enjoy urself man in class.. ed work hard for exams n bren work hard in enjoying ur hols.. k everyone? gambatte bah.. work hard... take kaire le then.. nite..

early morning

2006-08-27T09:34:00.000+08:00

didnt really slp.. went back saw my bed being use by my bro's fren.. then wat was left for me was my pillow.. yawn.. really wonder.. wat shd i do now? at a lost.. wat if wat if... nah.. don care.. all my prog frm now on i guess have to see how le bah.. shall not tink bout it anymore.. guess i go read up on guides le.. yawn..

a day out chilling...

2006-08-27T04:16:00.000+08:00

imagine 7 people sitting at e top of e carpark drinking alcohol.. waiting for e so called 2 moons to come out. end up no moon was seen and we jus drank while playing games. anyway though it was a unexpected thing in tis event but then it was interesting. afterall jus a gathering be4 everyone becomes very bz. somehow. i guess im still not into drinking.. drink le can almost vomit.. wats e point.. haha.. hope everyone enjoyed this chilling out.. seems im still myself haha.. e more quiet me haha..
;p

ok le i guess i shd be slping soon.. though there isnt any bed for me to slp.. but then nah its ok.. jus slp on sofa.. use to tis kind of lifestyle le.. doesnt matter much where i slp.. swt dreamz everyone.. nite

™feelings after exams™

2006-08-23T04:04:00.000+08:00

feeling a bit down bah... didnt do as i have expected to score formy last paper bah... kinda e paper was super tough... jus hope i didnt screw it up too badly... haha... anyway... tmr will be a better day.. coz i noe god will plan a route for me to go through de... coz he has bring me through so far le... 19 yrs in life... wats more bout going a bit more hee... jus a bit more haha... ok then... guess i go pangya le.. relax a while.. while downloading NANA... for someone haha... hee... nite then bb..

a day tt i almost fall sick le

2006-08-21T23:23:00.000+08:00

i guess mayb like wat roy say.. we been stressing for past few days... guess tts wat making me feverish now... whole body aching le... haha... soon i tink... fever will befall on me... haha... lets hope not bah.. i don wan suffer e sufferings of fever.. e feeling is not nice... had be4... somehow... guess would be another stressful night... guess after tonite i need to really rest well.. so tired le.. frm all e tough days haha...

e afternoon

2006-08-20T15:18:00.000+08:00

really wonder bout my decisions... am i rite? haha... anyway... guess i have made up my mind... study hard... n save hard n play hard too haha... finally i tink i let down a burde in life... so relax now.. though need study n prepare for my exams... n oso prepare for my epp2 tis coming hols... seems like my hols r all gone.. but nvm... may e hols exchange me gd results for e grading of elective project... yawn... im quite tired... i pray for str n endurance n wisdom... n peace and gd health for everyone... take kaire...

a unforgetable day

2006-08-18T22:49:00.000+08:00

perfect day of sudy man... haha... guess u all oso wont guess it... except a few ppl who noe only.. i guess if there is more of such chance i will gladly go for it without regrets... its such a gd day... haha.. anyway kinda last 5 days to my exam... a bit scared but then god wil guide me through i guess haha... =)... dinner jus ate kfc lol... shared with them... somehow.. perfectly speaking.. i feel so refresh after tt haha thx.. hee...

a tiring day

2006-08-18T01:41:00.000+08:00

went willie hse to study but then didnt study haha... play for 2 hrs then went jogging le... at hougang running track... run a 4 rounds only no str le haha... so lousy.. haha.. wonder can pass a not haha.. guess need practise more haha... anyway went tm jus now for dinner.. guess wat we eat?? haha.. simple we eat stingray n carrot cake and chicken wing.. doesnt it all seems like oily food haha... yes it is... we ate so much... means need more training le haa... or else chan le haha... lol... anyway gtg haha... gd nite everyone... swt dreamz..

couldnt get wat i wanted

2006-08-16T21:47:00.000+08:00

kinda today is my mum's birthday... pei her e whole day...frm morning woke up pei her till nite time be4 she slp... went cafe cartel eat about 82 liddat.. kinda enjoyed e meal.. but wat i wan blog bout was wanted to get e nokia N70 fone.. guess e idea can be place aside le... wanted to enjoy a 3G fone be4 i enter army.. guess the idea is gone.. can wait till after army le... reason simple... dad don allow.. coz is he sign line de.. guess no choice i can only depend on myself... nxt time get fone n all.. im not gonna depend on my parents... i will be independent... will not depend on time... coz everytime depend i tend to see disappointment... i learn frm mistake... do not depend on others... must be independent.. or else will have a chance to be disappointed.. suan le.. i guess tts my fate in a poor family... cant enjoy like other ppl.. ren ming le...

new things...

2006-08-14T00:58:00.000+08:00

today... i went to IKEA... haha.. at red hil there... kinda... y i was there.. simple.. coz i go n buy chair.. a chair to replace my broken office chair at home... broken by my bro... duno how he sit ti e whole chair gone case... hmm i got a chair worth 49... wooooo its seems so ex for a non office chair... haha... a black normal chair but very nice to touch.. haha... went to my grandma hse after buying those things... kinda see her strong oso felt happy... hee...

anyway another day of MSNing and slacking... i tink i stil love e life of slack but in sch those kind. rather than stay home... waiting for god to plan for me a gd prog haha... but then for him toplan i mustfind things for him to plan haha... or else how plan haha...

perfect timing for blogging... kinda was reading some blog jus now... sometiems blogging.. IS IT THE TRUTH? haha i wonder... ppl can lie bout it but then wonder y haha... me n my wonder again haha...

home alone

2006-08-13T03:25:00.000+08:00

became too emo to even tink about wat to do.. i really lost myself in e life of meaningless lifestyle.. imagine e whole day u stay home doing nth but slack n rot.. cant imagine man... but thx... guess its becoz i got nth to do bah... e more i feel i shd go learn something so tt i can do something when im bored... tmr sunday le.. church... wonder shd i not go to my own church n go other ppl's church... really wonder... i guess there isnt anything i can do now... guess can only pray bah... let god be in charge of my life bah... guess i go slp le... swt dreamz everyone.... nitez..... (-_-)

a fruitful enjoable day

2006-08-12T03:31:00.000+08:00

i had a great day today.. haha.. guess y? simple coz today is considered last day of third yr first sem... tts one thing.. though exam wasnt reallyperfectly well down but at leasti noe i did my best.. anyway after exams.. a few of us went for dinner... roy, willie, evan, hui n me... all 5 of us went for diner at serangoon garden.. guess u guys noe e name bah... shd be spelled tis way if imnot wrong haha.. chomp chomp haha... guess i might be wrong.. haha... nvm hack care... anyway ordered quite a lot.. 20 sticks of satay, 1 stingray, 3 cups of lemon sugar cane, pizza and last but not least carrot cake.. haha... it was kinda a short gathering but then it was fun coz we had a gd laugh n filled our stomach thoroughly.. guess seldom will have such a chance for us.. but kinda didnt regret knowing everyone... coz my life was filled with colours every now n then wehn im with u guys.. thx... i don mea i do not have colourful life with others.. but i mean e colours r exceptionally nice when with them.. haha... thx guys... anyway guess i beter stop here le... im tired.. once again... thx to roy, wilie, evan, hui... thx for e time we guyshave together... nite..

tiring day

2006-08-06T23:50:00.000+08:00

hmm... finally blog again... coz will be blogging one last time be4 i go for my exams n after tt then come back blog... currently bz with sch things le... especially got exams coming up... anyway today went to other ppl's church.. kinda something special happen.. didnt expect tt the church will plan a session with a old folk home.. tts something tt i neevr experience... really kinda enjoy e time there... tt took place after church service.. may god grant me more of such experience.. its really enriching... thank you god... anyway kinda shock haha but i shall not say y.. haha... hee... after tt we went to hougang mall where ling went to buy pepper lunch meal haha... n we kinda walk ard hougang mall for a while be4 departing... haha... she must be enjoying her lunch jus now when i hadmy basketball.. haha... i went basketball after parting with hui n bing... haha... but anyway hui n bing thx for bringing me to such a gd church.. thx... i appreciate and i really owe u all.. haha... hmm.. mayb i have more of such days.. its so meaningful when i type tis port while listening to the song its such a meaningful song..

blogging in sch...

2006-07-31T14:34:00.000+08:00

currently im in sch.. preparing for my test.. personally.. i don have mood study however if don study equal i fail... might as well try my best n do well.. it so sickening when u noe tt e paper = so much %... if lets say tt it is only 3% i wouldnt have bother bout it.. but then it is 20%.. 1/5 of e whole module... anyway... jus hope i pass by.. haha... hmm.. guess when i free then blog again... lazy... ~bleah~

boring day

2006-07-22T00:09:00.000+08:00

today was the MTE bbq nite... over there... i was quite sianz but then i played basketball frm 5 plus till 7 liddat then makan the bbq... to tink i eat so little nia.. sad sia... but nvm... anyway... everything has been pre destined.. so let god decide bah.. yawn... god bless.. nite n swt dreamz..

great day..

2006-07-21T00:13:00.000+08:00

watching 3 girls go for napfa.. haha... anyway... somehow i wore a white long sleeve shirt n sch blazer... it was nice.. haha.. guess need slp le... tmr then write more bah haha... swt dreamz everyone.. nite..

another pissed day

2006-07-19T22:51:00.000+08:00

having a bro who is so naive... i really dunno how.. sianz.. somehow life really is full of up n down... now only way to calm myself down... guess is blast music into my ears now.. keep me frm thinking other things... haiz... somehow i wonder... shd i consider lucky or unlucky to have such a bro... haiz... though i shd say he has gd points and bad points... anyway.. suan le.. i don wan tink of such things.. let god decide... mayb god grant me str n wisdom to know wat to do when im in such a situation.. haiz..

a day in sch..

2006-07-17T17:36:00.000+08:00

finally... can slack in class after bz months of training.. though we lost but we did enjoy and made lots of fren... so anyway... to update wat have happen.. i underwent worldskills singapore.. a competition that might allow me to represent singapore to go japan to compete.. but too bad.. didnt win... but afterall we had fun.. coz we made 26 frenz.. we learn that we cannot slack coz there r always better and stronger people out there.. all those out there were quite expert sia.. haha... ok thx.. jus a short intro of my competition.. right now.. today is jus after yesterday ping ping's birthday outing.. though tiring but then oso did enjoy haha.. to tink i starve jus for them to enjoy.. am i out of my mind? haha.. but its my choice so its ok.. haha..

first blog after 1 yr...

2006-07-17T00:20:00.000+08:00

finally.. i recreate n open my blog after 1 yr plus since i last blog... afterall... today was a nice day... after my 3 days of competition... i was invited to shu bing's birthday... though i was e only guy but glad to say... i didnt shy out or wat.. gues god grant me str to stay calm when i shd be shy... praise e lord.. anyway its jus a short blog.. wil start to increase e size when i can... nite then everyone.. swt dreamz ping ping, hui hui n ling ling... god bless u girls... nite...